Life

It’s been awhile since my last post. So many emotions these last few weeks. It’s definitely a wild roller coaster. It’s one that you do in the dark so you never know what twist or turn  is coming.

Last Monday was one of the scariest days of my life. I couldn’t breathe and I could feel my heart skipping. I thought I was going to die. It was a long week with no answers and appts. I still have issues breathing at times and my heart rate is high. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t terrified. At this point I’m just praying for answers and the safety of me and baby E.

I’ve been so preoccupied with these health issues that I’ve learned a lot about what I want out of life. I have been unable to see my dad and I miss him. The closer d day comes the more nervous and anxious I get that something may go wrong. I know that anything can happen in an instant. I miss baby K. I fully believe that baby K is watching over me and baby E.

• Until next time